前天，我从九楼的公司搭升降机到底楼准备回家，一进到升降机内就有一位上班族女郎站在按钮角落，她不管升降机在动着或停着都一直大力地按着【关】钮，由于是放工时间，所以差不多每一层楼都会有人在等升降机，可是她却尝试着一直按着【关】钮，升降机门就不会开至到她要到的底楼去。
从九楼到底楼之间。。。
升降机门一开，按按按按按。。。看到有人要进来，才放手。一进完，按按按按按。。。
升降机门一开，按按按按按。。。看到没有人要进来，按按按按按。。。
我心想：
“Aunty，你那么赶时间，就不要搭升降机啦。。。”
今天，我吃完午餐后，从二楼搭升降机至到九楼，一出来就遇到几位上班族女郎，听到她们用广东话说：
甲：“上定落啊？”
乙：“呢嗰上天堂嘅”
于是，她们只好等下一个搭升降机。
我一面走回到公司，心里一面想：
“不要意思啊，阻止你嘚落地狱悿”
看来一架升降机就能看得出天堂与地狱在哪里。。。
说真的，我还真想看一看假如我把那心里话对乙女郎说，她的反应会是如何。。。
话说我才到沙巴的第三个星期，一和朋友借车了后，第二天就与系友一块儿到寂静禅林庆祝卫塞节。。。到了黄昏的时候，我们就去了Tanjung Aru海边看日落。。。
由于走错了路，不知不觉走近了渔村，系友又建议下车去拍照。。。就这样，拍啊。。拍啊。。
“快点啦，要错过日落了啦！！！”
从渔村飞快地驾到了海边去，哇。。竟然看到了圆圆红红大大粒粒的太太阳阳啊啊！！！
话不多说，赶快找位子泊了车，关上引擎，打开车门，冲向海边去。。。
结果，圆圆红红大大粒粒的太太阳阳竟然不见了。。。只剩下晚～霞～罢了。。。
唉。。。不管啦，就算是一碗虾（晚霞）面也照杀，拍啊拍啊拍啊！！！
前一阵子，因为自己还住在以前的宿舍时，一得空就会到处走一走，不管有没有目的的也走，好让自己乱闯一番得以消磨时间，创造惊喜！就在这样的因缘下，我找到了“沙巴州属图书馆”。你知道在哪里吗？就在我宿舍那排尾端的另外一个建筑物！哈哈哈，就是那么地近，可是我却没发现到。。。唉，也不能怪我啦，它又不像登嘉楼州属图书馆那么庞大，里面的书却寥寥无几。。它很小而已，但据我所知，沙巴州属图书馆有几个分行，这间只是其中一间罢了。嗯，管它有多大有多少间，最重要是它离我宿舍很近，而且那里有很多中文书！！！
之前就有在网上发现这家图书馆，有想过尝试去找，却得来全不费工夫。。。第一次进去，我就被各种各类的书被吸引了，里面有几百年前到现在的报纸（百年是夸张罢了，不要信），还有许多杂志，文情小说，武侠小说，科学常识，小品等等。。。于是，我便去申请成为会员了，因为一旦成为会员，我就可以借书回去看了，之前犹豫要不要在大众书局买书来充实一下自己的念头都打消了～哈哈～但，也有想会不会申请了成为会员，借了书却三分钟热度，真的只看“三分钟”？但随后我便告诉自己：不行，我一定要坚持到底，我一定要好好善用我这个会员的优权（师奶买菜心态）！！！
所以，这里我就想大家介绍我所借回来读的书：
之前的一段时间，通过面子书浏览了不少短片，当中有几个是让我在一大清晨就稀里哗啦地流下眼泪的感动短片，内容都真实真情，不管怎样，他们都让我更珍惜我自己，更珍惜我爱的人。。。
“小达人”乌达木演唱一首思念母亲的歌《梦中的额吉》，唱哭了观众和唯一一位女评委伊能静。这个片段出现在5月29日播出的东方卫视《中国达人秀》节目中。伊能静现场拥抱乌达木，陪伴他唱完《梦中的额吉》。站在台上的乌达木，比起同龄孩子来说眼神中多了一份坚强。
话说之前我还住在Gaya Street的宿舍时，我每晚的晚餐就是会打包附近的“新成发茶餐室”的经济饭，真的是差不多每一晚，因为基于我只知道那里的经济饭有着我所谓的“合理价”or harga berpatutan。一样菜算RM1，鸡和鱼比较贵，大概RM1.50 或 RM2.00，也因为我懒惰去尝试其它店的价钱了，所以就差不多每晚都去“帮襟”那家店。但其实那家店的菜都很好吃的。。
以前都会叫两样菜，加白饭就=RM3。但到一期很穷的时刻，我就减少成一样菜=RM2。就那天，我一如往常地去到那家店，由那里的店员或女服务生替我“效劳”--帮我夹菜（假如我能自己夹就好，我可以夹多多。。哈哈哈～）。她一看见我，就用所谓非常亲切的笑容问我：Nasi Putih？（我看因为我已经变得常客，所以她已经认得我了）。那么，我就麻烦她帮我夹煎蛋，然后就想有还是点干，就再麻烦她帮我浇一点咖喱汁，怎知她突然间把咖喱鸡也夹紧我的饭盒里，我见状了连忙告诉她我只要咖喱汁罢了，可是她还是拼命把那些鸡块夹给我。。。
我。。。 
我心里慌了，等下她charge我超过两块怎么办呢？因为我只带两块钱出门啊！！！救命啊。。。
过后，她又想把我的饭盒用塑胶袋装起来，可是我说不用，可是她嘴里念念有词，我也不是听的很清楚，好像是说：tak malukah, tak pakai plastik。。。好像是啦，我也是听得很模糊。。。就这样，她还是硬塞在塑胶袋里。。。
我。。。又再一次。。。
还有
我战战兢兢地把身上仅有的两块钱给了她，她拿了算了一下，笑了一笑，点一点头，就这样，我心里想：没事了吗？我不用洗碗是吗？你不会要我做什么吧？？？
都不用，我就回去了。。。一打开饭盒，算了一算，哇，整整有五块鸡块咧。。都是小块鸡块，典型的咖喱鸡的size，可是算算起来都应该需要RM4.50-RM5咯这一盒饭。。。
你是看我太帅，还是看我是常客？一定是前者！muahahaha
塑胶袋就算了，她硬塞给我我还是可以收起来改次用。。还有小姐，我不拿塑胶袋我不会malu啦～
可是小姐啊，改次你要给我加料的话。。。。
可不可以给我多一点菜啊？我不吃肉啊！！！
p/s：不过还是要谢谢那位小姐，因为给了我觉得自己还有魅力的机会（大家不要呕），而且让我觉得原来做熟客是有优待的，沙巴这里总算还能用两块钱吃到丰富的一餐的。。。谢谢你！！！（穷酸鬼的心里话）
话说有一个星期五，我的其中一位系友因为拿了星期六的假，所以就问我星期六有去哪里吗，结果就直接在当天决定明天的目的地，并且上网寻找地图，因为地点不远的关系，第二天我们将会是驾车过去的！
那么，这次和大家分享的是我蛮喜欢的一个地方，就是动物园啦！！一开始就很期待要去这个地方，其主要原因就是因为那里是在沙巴除了要到很远的Sandakan的Sepilok Orang Utan，更远的Kinabatangan River及不错远的 Klias Wetland 之外可以看到的长鼻猴（Proboscis Monkey）及人猿 （Orang Utan）的地方。她的名字叫：
Lok Kawi Wildlife Park@ Lok Kawi Zoo
很久以前，就已经不知从谁的手上copy了这一部戏《初恋这件小事》，当时也看了它的trailer，觉得很不错。。。结果就看了，怎知看了前面，就睡着了。。。我想有可能是因为我太爱睡啦，可是这样的因缘就让我觉得那一部戏没有什么特点嘛，至少前面是如此。。。看来等因缘俱足时再从新回味吧～过后，从我这里copy回去的朋友都看了，我都还不知道这个电影最后的结局是怎样。。。
在抵达沙巴亚庇国际机场的时候，我就已经开始到机场里的旅游咨询服务处去索取沙巴旅游的小册子了。接着，也从网上做了不少的功课，还做了一张旅游表，里面写着什么地方我要去，什么地方好玩，怎样去，多少钱，什么时间营业等等。顿时间，就是好像背包旅行一样，不靠旅游代理商，单单靠自己的力量去玩透沙巴，也就是我来沙巴实习的第二个愿望。
因此，接下来，我将会和大家分享我所去过的地方。虽然也不会算是很多，但是给我这位实习生，每个星期就只有两天假期，也不一定两天都会走去玩（很累的列。。），what can you expect from me, right? 哈哈！基于啊，我这个部落格也不是个旅游博客，所以我不会说太多有关景点的资讯，纯粹只是分享我在沙巴各个地方留下的足迹。。。
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好！之前已经有在花絮分享那里介绍了几个地方，当中就有寂静禅林，Gaya Street Pasar Tamu，Atkinson Clock Tower，The Green Connection等等。现在要去的地方就是。。。。
KK Wetland Centre@
KK City Bird Sanctuary
几个星期前，我和 Cheow Leng 结伴去找我另外几位同样也是在沙巴亚庇实习的系友。那天，我们去了她们的“公司”—The Green Connection。
我和Cheow Leng
我的三位系友就是：（用手掌打招呼的）Vicki，（青衣with招牌笑容）Ah Luan和当时在负责 “Say No to Shark Fins” exhibition 的 Chark。
有些时候，讲到未必做得到。。。
我们也许可以通过我们自身的本性，很有信心地说出一番话；
或许我们也可以通过我们以往的经验，很有把握地说出一些话，
可是，都是说话。。。
说话，人，最厉害，
可是，讲到未必做得到。。。
I moved house already!!! I moved from my previous hostel, Stay in Lodge to my newly house, at Kingfisher near UMS.
The reason I move was because the rental fee is cheaper and is more safe to keep my stuffs in the Buddhist House compared to the previous one, which in fact my shoes had been stolen by unknown thief who kind enough to leave my socks for me. However, there were also some disadvantages of the move. One is instead of walking for 5 min distance to my working place, now I need to drive to work every morning, which means I need to prepare earlier and I need to pay the car rental fee and also petrol. Hopefully it can be covered up without over budget. Secondly, I need to think twice whenever I want to go to town which before this I can just went to watch movie, state library, waterfront, night stalls and etc.. whenever I want. But still because of the money constraint, the advantages won.
So now, I am in the new house, new room and with new housemates. However, don't know why I have a very distance feeling with all of them. I can't understand why they are all Buddhist society's committee members but they behaved so cold to a new comer. It’s make sense for those temporary residents there since they were "temporary", so they might think is ok for not really know another temporary resident (me). But I just cannot stand for it when such behaviour came from people from Buddhist Society. I'm not blaming simply but at least they should try to say hi on the first met but not just smile and do your own thing. Anyway, I believe that we were of different personality, but hopefully can get to know each other deeper soon (since these few days I kept went out from morning until night).
I remembered the night I checked out Stay in Lodge. It's all happened so suddenly and rushed. I was only realize that I should check out on that day because the next day would be my last day but the next day I would be go out on early morning. So if I wouldn't check out the day before that, I need to pay for another fee for one day. So once I back to hostel at around 10pm, I then quickly packed up all my stuffs, my luggage, maggie mee, breads and jams, biscuits, junk food, flippers, tripod, sleeping bag, dirty clothes and etc. And then, I say bye and TQ to my two constant roommates, an old uncle and an...actor uncle. Why I said is actor? He is really an actor. He did play a cast in Sabah production movie, which he showed me the DVD before this, is a ghost movie. In term of "ghost movie", I meant those white cloth flying around and those heavily make-up female ghost movie...=.=" 1000x difference of level between this and those from Thailand. And why an actor wanted to stay at backpacker's lodge, I also don't know.
Ok, back to the leaving part. After say bye, I went to the lobby and return the key. Then say bye again to the staffs there and people who I met and talk before. Suddenly the feeling of 不舍得 rise up from my heart again. It seems weird because I actually have not much feeling with them and to the place (I thought so), since I only say hi and had a little conversation with the people there sometime, in addition I was only stayed there for one month, So I couldn't figure out why I have such feeling when on leaving.
At last, I could only say that: even it was only one month, but as time goes on, we get to find ourselves more and more get used to the place, people and environment, which we might not realize, and at the end, we will find out that, we might already be a part of it. The feeling of to leave has the most deleterious effect to me, and now I can felt it again..
I can't imagine, how will be during my convocation,
when I need to say goodbye to all my friends...
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Ok, i wrote the above post few days before. But today I have a strong feeling to continue write it due to some reason. Talk about my new house, I have no key to hold since there is no more extra key for me anymore. It's ok at the first place coz I'm just a temporary resident and I realize it. So I won't expect people to go and duplicate the key just only for me. So, no expectation.
Today, the first day I went to work by car. When I reached home, I can't get anyone to open up the door for me. Previously, I always call the steward, one of my housemate to open up the door since he was the one who I negotiate with before this and also the only one who I could think was the nicest people in this house. Unfortunately, he was not with his phone that time. Then I tried to shout the people’s name who staying in the ground floor's room. Nobody come out from the lightened room. So I knock the gate door with the lock. But you know what, I saw the opened door of the room is closed suddenly. I'm not sure whether it is closed incidentally or just the so coincidentally wind blown the door and so it closed up. And I also don't know in which the person could actually listen to my voice or not coz maybe he was wearing headset that time? I don't know, but I was pretty sure that the sound of I hit the lock to the gate door is quite loud...
So with the arising of annoying feeling, I gotta call my still "stranger-feel" roommate. One did not answered while another one don't know why got sound of girl talking once it connected so I hang up. What can I do, actually its not long waiting outside, but just for me, I don't like to wait... and wasting time. As I always like to reach some place exactly within the time set, which explains why people always said I tidak menepati masa becoz I did not come out early but few minutes before the time in which I believe its enough but sometime it just does not happened.
Ok, so then I kept hit the door lock. After that, the steward came down from the upper floor and he seems just finish his bath.. No wonder he did not answer my call just now. So this story ended up with I manage to go in house with his help... Fuuhh... Everything gotta be settle down.. including my hard feeling..
But when I go upstairs back to my room, I saw 2 of my roommates were in the room. One is playing games and another one is surfing website. I just don't understand why have such people in this world who can just care of your own business but just ignore other people? You did not wear any headset and so I believe that you can listen to the hitting sound. I can consider other temporary residents who did not have any response too coz maybe they don't know where the sound came from or maybe they just don't want to response. But you are stay permanently here so don't tell me you can't recognise the sound.
Ok, I've tried to cope up your "highly-respectable" attitude by think of bundles of excuses but I just can't let it go each time I think of this is a Buddhist House and you were a Buddhist and you were a new committee member of Buddhist Society. What's the use of learning dharma, read dharma books, watch dharma's clips but behave opposite to what Dharma teach us?
I can't even feel any of 人情 here, don't even talk about family feel.. Think of this, I started to feel that luckily I'm not a addicted gamer, or none of my 422 family members were gamers, coz once you addicted to playing games, you will just live in your own world and you would not want to reconnect back to the social world anymore... What a pity, I think...
I will put this feeling down but the members of this house really give me a bad impression of the Buddhist society of UMS. OK, don't throw the whole plate of food because of few hairs. I would modified a bit: they gave me a bad impression as a buddhist. But I hope maybe one day we get to know each other and then maybe I can step in their shoes that time. So that, at least, I don't want to stay in a zombie house which no talking but just a few strangers keep passing by among themselves.
Alright!!! Just watched Kung Fu Panda 2, so I should find my..."Inner Peace"~~~ ^^
