不过，想把之前去关丹爬林明山的经历给写出来。。。
早在之前，我已经和中央们爬过了。。。第一次爬还真的是觉得还蛮长远的那段路程。。。可是，和coursemates爬的那一段，却是让我觉得蛮吓到的。。。因为一下子就走到山顶了。。
原来事情第一次做是难。不过，做过了，第二次就轻而易举了。。。
做一个带路人，我一开始把脚步放得太快了，让我后面的人跟得喘不过气了。有几个coursemate开始呕吐不舒服，有些则觉得累了。因此，抱着也许看不到日出的风险，决定了一步一步慢慢走的旅程。。。
可是，有人体力依然不支，因此需要在走一下子就要停下休息了。原本不断地等她恢复呼吸频率了再继续走的，可是到后来因为其他人就叫我们继续走先，不用等他们，所以我们前面的就走了。
对以往的我而言，我会直接上路。因为以前我的活动背景是很严厉的，因为我是少年军队，体力是非常重要的。体力不支了，就只好自己停下来，恢复体力了再赶上。当时的训练是为了要磨练我们自己的独立、耐力、坚持！
到了今天，对我而言，我会等待我的朋友。可是当时我了解假如我是那一个人的话，我也不想让大家因为我一个人而耽误了时间，让大家看不到日出。因此，就因为我是个带路的人，我无法让大家也因为我必须停下来。。。
抵达了终点，很想让大家去找回在后面的人，一起走到终点会更有意义。可是，一些coursemate也累了，我也不能一味要求别人顺着我的想法欲望而跟着我去找回他们。所以，最后还是无法和大家全部一同手牵手，一起走到。。。
不过，最后大家到了，拍了很多张傻照。。。还蛮开心的。。。
不过，心里的一处还是留着一个期待：假如有一天大家都能肩并着肩，一同达到目标，那是有多好啊！！！能如此做到，我想我们还需有有一个同样的信念吧～
每次爬山，都会想到社区：一开始走时，大家都会一直想何时才会到终点？走到4分之一了，就觉得累了。。。走到一半了，觉得自己不行了。。。只要我们一直去想：终点还有几远呢？要到了吗？想放弃了呢。。那么，我们就很快会觉得累了、慢慢地跨了。。。因为我们在过程中并没有得到额外的力量。。。那些力量就来自于：我们是否能在过程中，一步一步地踏实地走！走一步，知道自己在走着那一步；念一起，知道自己在起念头。。。途中的风景是如此美丽，要是我们一直盼望着终点的风景罢了，那么我们就不会体会到原来图中的景色是不断给予我们继续走下去的资源。。。
闪着亮光，一幕一幕地拍下去，其实每一幕景色都有我们的画面。。。
同时间啊，当我们慢慢地心散了，力没了，那这时同伴们的存在就给予很大的支持了。。。只要知道自己不是一个人走着的，反之是有着大家一起的拥抱围护者我，那这一路走，就会因为感动，所以感恩；因为感恩，所以无我。。。
因为有了大家成就我的这个机缘，我也愿我能成就大家的一份情怀。。。
最近有重听了这首歌，觉得很想对社区中央、学员、coursemate、朋友们分享的：
No Boundaries
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way
And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I al
ways knew why
I always knew why!
So hear I am still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
每走一步登上另一山
每一次呼吸都那么难以置信
你并过痛苦，飓风天气
为了实现这个目标
当你认为道路不知去向哪里
正当你几乎放弃了自己的梦想
他们握了你的手，并告诉你，你可以！
那是无界限的～
看着看着，不知不觉起了鸡皮疙瘩。。
ReplyDelete（抖～～）
啊，掉了一地。
谢谢你，带路人！
整个过程跟在你背后感觉很安全，呵呵呵 :)
=)
ReplyDeleteaiya. paiseh oh. haha. you didn't leave us behind. =) ck,ws,ella,py..all people yg. boleh diharapkan (all other coursemates as well).
ReplyDeletewhen you all continued on first, i really wanted to stay back. i couldn't breathe properly. and ella said he'll accompany me. but i didn't in the end. why? cause we've come all the way and it wouldn't feel right if all of us were not together. and i didn't want ella to miss it just because of me. i wasn't just gona give up like that.
you DID come back to look for us right? with virus,si en...=)
anyway, this is how it is most of the time when we go hiking. it doesn't mean you (or anyone) left us behind. someone has to lead the others and like you said, not everyone has similar thoughts and those (yes yes, me) slowing others down would not have wanted you all to wait either. ^^
it was a really great day. and i agree with virus. there's a sense of security when i was hiking with you all. i knew you all would be there even if something happened and everything would be alright.
thank you so very much to all of you. seriously. =)
also hor..use simple mandarin please. =p
ReplyDelete我喜欢这篇。。。
ReplyDelete没有一起到山顶也没关系。
ReplyDelete重要的是知道大家是一起的。
有心～就好，
慢慢爬上去，一边吹水（又吹水？）。
原来，很爽的。
一路看到的风景，一路的吹水，一路的自拍。
哈哈哈。
谢谢你们，
让我在大学的日子显得不是一个人孤军作战。
哈哈～
快，没关系。
又能力就应该快。
慢，也没关系。
慢慢来也会到终点。
好好享受慢慢的风景路途吧（这句话是要提醒自己的）。
有你真好！是真的，祝福你！
ReplyDelete在人生的道路上，大家一起走，会比一个人自己走来的有意义！祝福你！
ReplyDelete