心情好,心情坏,看心经,抄心经,星与心,心语星,星雨满天心,愿大家都有心经哦!

以无常心看心经,以平常心写心经~

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

另外2场舞台剧

2012年10月13日

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今天与一群佛学班老师共同到吉隆坡中华独中上继程法师的《心经导读营》。傍晚,便和剩下几位老师一同去在十五碑的 The Temple of Fine Arts 看了这场演出---《007欢乐剧场》。

看到上面的海报,有三位扮可爱的男生对吗?起初对海报里的这一个剧场完全不了解,纯粹想说很想看一些剧场来激活自己“沉默已久”的艺术细胞,同时也让自己轻松一下,便买下了戏票。话说回来,这三位男生叫做:Nging, Ta and Glur,他们的组合叫做Babymine,乃来自曼谷的默剧团。他们投入剧场表演有10年的历史。7年前,3人正式组成Babymime,并将Babymime定位在卡通形象,以轻松、欢乐和易懂,充满灵感和想象力的方式,融入表演创意中。他们致力于从生活中的细微小事里取得材料和元素,结合肢体语言,然后放大呈现为趣味性的作品,甚受观众喜爱,尤其是孩童观众。Babymime曾经受邀在曼谷戏剧节中演出并获奖。今年也受邀远赴新加坡、韩国表演,被形容为曼谷第一个专业默剧表演团体。

说真的,没有期待反而看得我爽到爆!虽然听说朋友看了是重头笑到尾,可是自己还是由于完全不知道会演些什么东西而毫无所动。可是区区的一小时半,我只能说:赞!

这3位演员的肢体语言简直是丰富到赞不绝口:乘电梯、乘扶梯、驾车追逐、直升机的慢动作打斗、超“重”的纸袋,“功夫大师”、“充气娃娃”等等。。。当然少不了和配合度高的观众互动的欢乐画面,还有压轴好戏:007!他们真的搞笑一流,同时又很可爱,看着观众被他们耍了一耍,真的是滑稽十足~整场我真的是笑到翻了,完全没有让我喘一口气的时刻,已经很少剧场能够说让我全神贯注,而且目不转睛地期待他们的下一步,接踵而来的惊喜连连,乐趣无穷啊!

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当晚,不好意思拿相机偷偷录拍一小段给大家分享(同时也因为太投入了),不过找到他们在另一场表演魔术的短片,大家有时间想要笑一笑就播放来看看吧~


2012年11月4日

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从同伴之间了解到说有一个儿童舞台剧,主要是教会小朋友如何理财,是大家都推荐的一部。想到很久以前就想带我的佛学班小孩去郊游;时机一到,便立刻做决定!准备家长同意书、一个一个联络学生的家长、向我朋友订票,从一开始只想会有10多位参加,怎么知道最后包括老师都大约有30人了~

这是一部由“红姐姐工作室”制作的<红姐姐亲子互动剧场之《百萬富翁》>,地点是在吉隆坡坤成(一)校。想到带着这么多位六年级的学生,刚刚考完UPSR的他们,奔放是他们的权利。可是我们老师又想要让大家尝试搭火车过去,毕竟现今小孩许多人都没乘搭公共交通,不想让他们就这么简单通过大人载送抵达一个目的地(就是一般上会发生的现象),同时也通过在走路以及在火车内的过程中,大家都是一起行动的(不用分车),顺而联系感情~

当天早上是我们滨海佛学会2012年的休业日,因此典礼完毕后便开始准备大食会,我们的班是负责准备汉堡包--嘿嘿,是夹着Hashbrown的汉堡包哦,好吃极了!^^

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大食会延迟了时间,我们抵达火车站的时间也同样延迟了。上了火车的孩子们兴奋不已。。。

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在火车内,我们老师继续分发我们准备给他们的“特别奖励”,接着还很吵地玩了许多小游戏~到了KL Sentral,走到Monorail站搭Monorail。过程要控制及照顾这么多位小学生,其他老师都说:真是佩服你们两个,老师们最不敢做的事情你们却敢做。。。

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到了站,麻烦了朋友载送,最终也迟到了。不过还好开始不久罢了,可惜的是我们都是坐在后面。坐在后面有一点吃亏,就是因为这是一场互动剧场,即演员将与坐在前面的小朋友们互动,我们坐在后面就没有这一个机会了。。。T.T

剧场用大家耳熟能详的百万富翁游戏,用特别的人物角色(阿拉伯人+印度人),用小孩子的“口爱”口音发声,而且很多叠字,比如说:Bank bank 先生(银行服务员)。故事叙述一对兄妹(Kacang Putih 和 Roti Canai)想要完成母亲的心愿,就是可以看见父亲生前种下的曼陀罗华盛开,便通过红姐姐的帮助,去寻找足够的黄金来放在咖喱园里的一个愿望天秤。只要黄金的数目相等于他们的愿望,那么愿望就会实现。

结果,他们仨人就在曼尼(Money)世界里不同的国家去赚取黄金。在学习和利用精明消费的知识下,他们经历一场刺激的金钱交易游戏。。。可是由于Kacang Putih & Roti Canai的性格不一,理财观念也不同,所以到底最后他们会擦出什么样的火花,究竟他们能不能够为他们的母亲完成心愿呢?

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结束后,我相信孩子收到讯息的有,没有收到的也是有;但更重要的是,大家都在过程中很开心,希望这一个匆促的一天能够在他们的童年中种下一个善苗,正面的熏陶的孩子阶段是缺一不可的。。。

回到巴生火车站,父母都在那里等待了。

离别2012最后一次与他们正式见面前(明年就会教另外一班了),我们互相给大家拥抱High 5,鼓励大家有更好的明天!

Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu!

祝福这一群孩子们天天开心,做个快乐的学佛孩子~

Sunday, October 21, 2012

抛硬币

当面对两个选择时,硬币总能奏效,

并不是因为它总能给出的答案,

而是在你把它抛在空中的那一秒里,

你突然就知道,

希望结果是什么了。。。

(摘自『爱情公寓(第三季)』)

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

医龙(第二季)精句

【知道自己的极限在哪里,反过来说就能够了解自己到底能做什么。无论是怎样的工作,真正支撑着大局的人,是在天才身边的几万,甚至几十万的普通人。可是,这些普通人所干的,并不逊色于天才所干的工作。虽然很平凡,但却是只属于自己的,特别的工作,是指由某个特定的人,才做得到的工作;只有自己,才能够做到对自己诚实这一点,我们也是一直这样走过来的啊。。】

【我是个平凡的医生,就算如此,我还是又能力所能及的事情,只要有同伴在!】

【可是啊,太坚持了人会受不了,像气球一样爆炸哦。人啊,如果只靠自己一个,什么都做不成,要依靠周围的人,好好活下去。。。】

【外科医生不能只看到技术的层面,还要关注对患者的诊断。】

【我们可是一支队伍,即使凭你一个人的力量做不到,在你的背后,还有支持者你的伙伴,你不是孤身一人!】

【Quality of life】

【到这里来的患者,由我们来守护!】

【轮到我照顾她了,轮到我带她去了,他如果不和我一起,是不行的。所以。。。我想治好,我绝不能倒下,绝不能。。。】

【为什么要替他诊治?因为是患者啊。不管医院怎么变,医生要替患者治病,天经地义。看都没看就认定是claimer,那你就别做医生了,你没有资格做医生。】

【就算是替患者治好了病,如果让患者失去了生存的希望,就毫无意义了吧。】

【奇迹,是需要努力创造出来的。】

Saturday, October 13, 2012

一件永远无法忘怀的事(二)

一个月前,我约了大学同学来一个中秋节聚会。。。

到了那一天(也就是上星期六),我失约了。。。

原因就是因为。。。

星期六当天,原本打算驾车到Pasar Seni,然后乘搭LRT去找炳佳,再坐他的车到佩云家。怎么知道上了联邦大道,用差不多100公里的时速,驾到差不多到了我公司Glenmarie转弯处之前,怎知。。。

恐怖的事就来啦~~~~~~~~~~

一下子,我发觉到怎么踩油门的同时时速一时间降低,车子在行驶100公里时速瞬间放慢下来。。走在第三条快速车道的我,一开始还没觉得什么,可能就是上斜坡有点吃力,就再多踩油门一点,怎么知道也没有反应,反而看着仪表中的时速针迅速下降,但是车子却因为惯性力量(Inertia)继续用刚刚100km/h的时速行驶!

我顿时间吓了一下,便连忙把右脚伸到刹车挚那儿头,轻轻地踩下,意想让车子渐渐减速,怎知。。。

Thursday, October 11, 2012

My 6-month Mandarin Class

It’s has been 7 months ago when I started my Mandarin Class in Asia Educational Academy (AEA) at Bukit Tinggi, Klang. Before that, I only remembered that I seemed to dropped a message in their vacancy on certain job website very long time ago. Until the last Feb around CNY, I’d received their call to ask me go for interview. After that, I accept the offer and challenge to teach the very first class of mine.

On 13th Mar, 2012, I entered the doorstep of my class which comprises of around 14 students. They are mostly Indians, and only few of Malays and Chinese. Basically, this is a conversation-focused class, which means speaking is vital & major part of evaluation while writing, comprehension, listening are only supplementary (but important as well lar, hahaha!). 

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Here they are, only some of their student's card are showed at picture above (of course included mine too, this picture was taken during the last day which one of the student wanted to take a photograph of these as the cards were needed to be returned back to the management).

Still remember, the first day I introduce myself as 王老师 and had announced my rules in the class:

1. This class would be conducted mainly in English at the beginning but will slowly turn into Mandarin at the end when everyone can master well.

2. This class should be interactive and interesting. So don’t be shy and go and deal with everyone!

3. I would assist all until the exam at the end, any extra question can bring it out after the class.

And that, created a warm atmosphere which allowed all of us staying together on each Friday to be in the class learning Mandarin. I would say I was really lucky to have this batch of students who all were so friendly and initiative along the class which making me feel so comfortable in teaching them without very much effort to draw their attention and enthusiasm on Mandarin.

So along the 6 months period, I’ve teach them from the dialogues such as, INTRODUCE MYSELF, FAMILY, ASK DIRECTION, SHOPPING, SEEK FOR DOCTOR, WEATHER, and etc. Also, vocabulary like nouns, verbs and adjectives. I’ve tried to recall how my lecturer teach me Japanese during university time and applied it here. Therefore, thanks to that experience which helps me a lot in conducting the class as the centre did not provide me with any resources or learning materials but only text book (am I complaining? Obviously yes! Hahaha! Because I have to search for video and sound clips, vocabulary list in pinyin and etc.)

Oh ya! during the 2nd class, I ‘d also given them their own Chinese name which translated from their own name. They are:

Juliana:朱莉安娜            Amilia:阿米丽亚

Joshua:乔舒亚                 Joshua Joseph:乔舒亚。约瑟夫

Vicittra:维斯提拉           Mary Ann:玛丽安

Anusha:阿努莎                Suriya:苏利亚

Avinnaya:阿维那亚       Kogilavani:瓦妮

Thiyagarajan:提亚卡     Shuhada:舒哈达

Amaran:阿玛岚                Amir:阿米尔

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After 6 months, with a total of 2 mid-tests, I successfully chased out 4 students as some of them were not being able to attend due to their personal reason or work factor. So here comes the final exam which determine their grade in their certificate later. Everyone was concern about this as they paid the monthly fees for this reason – to obtain an endorsed certification on Mandarin. They did their best, after all =)

I was quite strict in marking their exam papers, as I said to them to comfort some of them who did not score well, but I really did (even the management also told me that). However, I told myself not to set a very difficult questions in the next batch again as they are not really able to reach that standard yet.

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Yeah!!! All got their certificate on hand on the very last day after we discussed about the exam questions. This picture was taken and well, my pose was requested by them ya! Not my idea at all!!! They requested 老师 to be seated~ and my colleague over there commented me 好嚣张!Hohoho ~

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This chocolate was given to me by one of the most hardworking student, Juliana which almost everyone in the class has considered her as some sort of monitor. She always prepared well before the class and would search for extra vocabularies on her own.

I can’t imagine how close they are from all were unknown to each other, but with some naughty guys in the class, plus some girls who very opened and criticize with friendly tone, we can even hold for a post-exam farewell party in one of the student’s place in Taman Sentosa. The last day, they asked me not to join the discussion as they have something surprise for me on the farewell. That time, I don’t know why but felt so nervous with what are they going to do on me then… Hahaha~ (think too much~)


And so on the next Thursday after the last day class, we all went to Suriya’s event/ karate centre to have our farewell party. Amazing huh, I never imagine that we could even close to this stage with only a 2-hour meeting per week along these 6 months period. And when I reach there, I saw a big table which occupied by Pizzas, drinks, kuih-muih (handmade), chicken wings and etc.

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It’s quite funny and surprise for me that they actually planned a proper farewell instead of just eat-and-leave. First of all, they have their chairlady (which is the monitor) and emcee to lighten up the ceremony with opening speech on the red-carpet stage with mic. And then, they have invited me on stage to cut the cake as opening ceremony (I guess so~ hahaha~).

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The next thing was even more surprising! They wanted to feed me pieces of cake one-by-one using their hands! That time, I was thinking in the heart, is this one of their culture to show friendliness? And I was just kept open my mouth when their hand with cake came to me and smile to the camera without figuring out the answer yet~ huhuhu~ (and yes, after that I knew this action was very common in Indian’s community as part of their culture. I was grateful to experience this and also to let me know more about my neighbour race).

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After the eat-and-eat session, the emcee, Amilia called me up again to receive the token of appreciation from them represented by chairlady.

***Alright, below there would be some elements of prouds. Those who under age or cannot tahan of this please leave the site immediately. Hahahaha!***

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“Grade A+ Teacher, My Everyday Hero” was given to me… Even though I knew the cert was bought in S&J, but I was still very happy for that.

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ANDDDD not finish yet!!! Another OSCAR trophy~~ WOW!!!!

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Truly speaking, I was so touch by their intention and regard and everything they have put in the class and the party. I always believe that, no matter what prizes or awards have been given to a teacher, all are not even a single drop of appreciation from the students.


I extracted some of their testimonials towards the centre and teacher and put it over here:

1. I first started off learning Mandarin in a language courses for 6 months. I knew almost nothing about Mandarin before, but in just 6 months, I am pretty confident that I can express myself in Mandarin. Thanks to my teacher Mr. Wang and also to AEA center. I enjoyed going to my Mandarin classes every Tuesday and also made great friends there. Mr. Wang lessons structure and progression is a perfect fit. Anyone serious about learning Mandarin needs to strongly consider AEA center & Mr. Wang.    (Juliana)

2. The reason I choose to study AEA is:

· The lecturer is good in teaching

· The lecturer willing to teach us most of the time    (Joshua)

3. I enjoyed studying Mandarin from this center because everything taught by the teacher was clear and easy to understand. He was very friendly and good at explaining all the Chinese terms which made every lesson very interesting and fun.     (Anusha)

4. Our Mandarin teacher is a great tutor. He makes our lesson more interesting and enjoyable. He gave us good coaching in learning this beautiful language. Thank you AEA and Wang lao shi.    (Amilia)

5. From A to Z, I was taught by the very nice teacher with a comfortable environment.   (Syuhada)

6. The Mandarin course that I took up at AEA is fantastically superb as the tutor, Mr Heng was an excellent tutor who really took his responsibility a notch up to educate us well. He takes the initiative to really make us understand the vocabulary & words from Mandarin.   (Vicittra)

7. Sincerely, the teacher has changed our mind set from imagining Mandarin as a hardest language into one of the easiest language to conquer by mind. Thanks to the teacher.   (Thiyagarajan)

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We took our last group photo together…

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We said there would be another day of meeting again…

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but who knows what will happen next…

but THANK YOU GUYS~Red heart

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

幸福在别人眼里

我们常常看到的风景是:

一个人,总是仰望和羡慕着,别人幸福

一回头,却发现自己,正被仰望和羡慕着。

其实,每个人都是幸福的,

只是你的幸

常常在别人眼里

(摘自『爱情公寓(第三季)』)

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

不一样的时间,不一样的风光

最近,公司重审回去我们的工作表,

从原本的六天制,

变成五天制,

因此从原本的9点至5点,

必须要加多一小时。

尝试过了8点至5点,

现在又换成9点至6点。

 

不同的上班时间,

让我有着不一样的风光可欣赏~

最近从公司回家的道路上,

总会看到一些美丽的画面~

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第一次用手机拍下联邦大道的夕阳~

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看到远处的光耀从云端照下来吗?好像Mr. Bean就快要降落下来似的~

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这个是在中秋节那段日子,听到同事说当天的太阳被彩虹包围着,便跑到天台上去,用同事的高素质像素手机拍下这张照片~

 

有没有结尾?没有咯~

这个post都是很random启发起来的嘛~

这不就是生活吗?

再多的安排,偶尔也会有突然的小插曲来捣乱一番,

成为回忆的一部分~Winking smile

Sunday, October 7, 2012

五场音乐话剧盛宴

2012这一半年来,是我有史以来出席过最多次的音乐飨宴~
在这里很大家一起分享一下~

(一)The London Musical(20.6.12)


原本在之前就有在Groupon网站看到他们有售卖折扣价的票,心动了一下却没买下来,因为还要去到Sunway Lagoon,又不知道有没有人要陪我去。
怎么知道,过后我妈就问我要不要去看The London Musical,说是由于我的阿姨获得免费票,因为她有的公司有赠送免费票给他们。有多出来的票,就请我们去看~我当然是okay啊~哈哈!
去到Sunway Lagoon,也好久一段时间没去玩了,好多变化了,而且原来晚上那里的灯光效果还蛮漂亮的哦!很紧张,因为第一次现场看国际水准的舞台剧。。。洋人的舞台剧~

Friday, September 28, 2012

没有如果

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人生是一场单程的旅行,

即使有些遗憾

我们也没有重头再来的机会。

与其纠结无法改变的过去,

不如微笑着,

珍惜未来,

因为生活,

没有如果

(摘自『爱情公寓(第三季)』)

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I Won’t Give Up

Give up” – a phrase which always arise in our mind when we encountered some problems that seem hard to be solved or overcome. Sometimes it comes quick and dissolves quick too; sometime, however comes quick but never fade away.

During days of university, I think nothing could be a big deal except for Final Year Project which I faced a lot of uncertainties and failure while conducted repeated experiments, but “give up” was still not a term for me that time.

After getting into the society, we have started trying to figure out the correct pathway which good for us in future, not only on career, but also on family and love.

Even though I am still thinking of whether is this the road that I chose to be, but luckily I’m still enjoying the whole moment of work and being together with my colleagues. It’s only during the hard time which was a lot of works that burden me out because I’m not the type who like to bring the office work back home and my personal free time has to be sacrificed. Of course, when all of that works were done, I got back to normal routine and continue my life as usual.

“Life is not only about peaks and trenches, but also the every steps that we made on the very solid ground…”

Friday, August 31, 2012

一件永远无法忘怀的事

哇,我有多久没上博客了呢?上一个通告竟然是6月份,而今天则是9月1号了!

我想我迷失了好久一下,也纵容自己一段日子了。。。

我要慢慢追回自己烙印着的脚步,不想忘了这一切过程的美、甜、酸、凸。。。

其实我也不尽然地忘记我的心经的存在啦,只是档案从来就只是在我的脑海里,没有转化成文字,

就这样一些淡化。。。

                                   一些仍依稀记得。。。

                                 一些则永远无法忘怀。。。

          就这样存留在这世界里。。。

到此,我直接就想到我第一个想分享的故事了:

2012年6月9日

这天,我应该是要在一早10点那样抵达巴生滨海佛学会,因为准备要出发到农业公园(Bukit Cahaya)参加教师成长部落格的其中一项课程单元。

原本是可以直接从我家出门到佛学会的,但由于为了载同我的拍档--可丽,所以就需先驾车到她家先。接下来的路程,我想应该只有巴生人才了解的。。。

我从我家驾我的“娃甲”去到 Jalan Meru 的十字街头,可是看到有很多车已经在我前面排列着了,看着时间,我就起了个念头:那就是弯右进入住宅区里面,再从里面弯出来直接“吃一个很宽的单一方向道路”到十字街头后转右的路。从那住宅区的路口出来转弯的时候,一如往常要看看从右边而来的车辆,然后再看看从左边而来的车辆。

嗯,看一看右边,有车过。。有车过。。。还是有车过。。。诶,没有车了!看一看左边,最前面的车还有一段小距离,不管了先弯右,过了从右而来的道路,再慢慢“吃”进去从左而来的道路吧!当我要“吃”进去的时候,当然就从望后镜及左旁镜留意左边的车辆,看到那些在后头的车与我的车之间还有一些空位距离,所以就要立刻“吃”进去。怎么知道,双眼从镜子转回来的同时,眼前突然闪过一辆摩托车,它就在我的车的左手边,正好就是我的车子要“吃”进去的位子!

结果就。。。“砰”一声,摩托车倒了下来,一刹那我踩了刹车挚,车停了下来,就直接按了紧急双亮讯号灯,不管三七二十一就在大马路中间开了车门,下车看那一位司机怎样了。。。那时候的我,心脏是顿时间加快了好多,可是不知怎的当时的心跳率和我的慌张度却是不成正比的,因为我并没有很慌张,而只是很担心那一位司机的状况如何。。。

从司机位走出来,绕了个车子前身,才看到倒下的摩托车以及一位马来人叔--就是那位司机。一靠近就听到他在责备我为什么没有看好车,看起来他能够骂我应该没有受很严重的伤害,但看见他疼痛的样子(脚在滴着血)就觉得伤势也不轻。我就连忙扶了他到路旁坐下,整个过程我都不理会我的车子有没有阻碍着交通,也不理会渐渐人群聚集的眼光,眼前就只是这位叔叔(当然啦,假如他有什么三长两短,那真的就是我今生无法原谅自己的罪恶了);同时,也有好心人帮忙把叔叔断了个望后镜的摩托车移到一旁。我一直不断地向叔叔道歉,因为事实上我的确在“吃”进去的时候,只顾着后面的车,却忽略了已经在旁边的车辆(这次我真正的体会了Blind Spot的厉害),所以才会撞上他。

同时也一直问他有没有事,他能够回答我当然我很开心,因为代表说他还好着,但走路却已经是一拐一拐,而且还在流着血。。。后来,在旁人的劝导之下,我就载了那位叔叔到附近的诊疗所看诊。送到那里,让叔叔进去房里,我就冲到附近的油站去领钱(因为我身上才有大概20块罢了)。回来,替叔叔付了医药费(整RM120,好贵哦!但是当时也不管那么多了!),然后送他回到刚才放摩托车的地方,testing一下摩托车有坏吗。。。结果没有问题,只是要修理断了的望后镜。因为要把摩托车推去同样那条街的修车店,那位叔叔就这样骑了上去,启动了引擎,然后还叫我坐上去,他载我过去那间修车店。

这样,我的时间基本上已经迟大到了。。。便再次确认叔叔还有什么不舒服吗。。。他说没有问题了(其实这一次也算是遇上贵人,因为除了一开始责备我之外,他也没提出过分的条件,还说那间诊疗所的医药费是很昂贵的,要不是他拒绝照X-ray,不然我就要掏腰包得很惨了)。所以,我就赶快载了我拍档,接着再到滨海,然后就是到农业公园上课。。。

当然,心还是会有余悸。但,这一次的经历却给了我一个很值得一上的人生之课。

这是我有史以来第一次驾车撞倒人。。。T.T

问我还敢不敢用那一条路抄捷径?说真的,我不敢了。。。

因为,我不想再有第二次这样的事情发生了。。。

叔叔,对不起,也愿你已经康复,健健康康。。。

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Monday, June 18, 2012

Wish to Wish

午夜甦醒,好久没试着这样了,自从工作以后。。。。

能做的东西有很多,可是却不知从何下手。。。

 

不小心把小桌子弄倒打在地上,一阵巨响把宁静的夜晚给来个突击的心跳电击!

当这非常响的“轰隆”看似一个足以叫醒全世界的人的时候,其实什么事情也没发生。。。

 

时间还是依然在默默地掠过夜空的繁星。。。

风扇还是依然在一定的速度转动。。。

众人还是依然在温床上闭着双眸安稳地睡眠。。。

而唯有我,心里是动荡的。。。

 

咋看之下,四周围什么都没变,可是那一声巨响已经慢慢消散了。。。

这一刻和刚才那一刻,事实上已经有一段距离了。。。

我还在逗留在哪里?

感觉到自己实在是渺小到不行,感觉上在世界的面前我是赤裸裸的。。。

 

这一声,足以敲醒我沉睡的心灵。。。

我将倒下的小桌子轻轻地放回原位,接着我也回到了电脑面前,戴上耳机,点击了这首歌。。。

 

当这首音乐一开始播放的第一、二、三秒的时候,突然间我感到我身体内的细胞重新活跃起来,我的心也开始恢复心跳的感觉。我没闭着双眼,但整个人就已经融入了音乐里头。。。

仿佛在这世界里我是存在的。。。

 

这时候,所有的情感就很顺序地从心里流淌出来。。。一丝丝的。。。

那种感觉,就好象已经干涸了的花重新获得水分的滋润似的。。。

就好像多久以来在黑暗的迷宫里走啊走,在最后开启那一扇门的一刻,看到了微微的光。。。

就好象迷迷茫茫中重拾了自己失去已久的东西。。。

 

我突然间深刻地感觉到:原来无我的感觉是这么样的,就是这一无忧无虑的一刻。。。

听着听着,真的是觉得很,很。。。

眼泪欲坠,心里却。。。

Friday, April 27, 2012

再见。。。

大约是星期二的时候吧,我走近你的笼子那里望一望你。。。

因为好像很久真的没和你玩了。。。这一阵子,都是让你一个人渡过。。。

望着你一如往常蜷蜷曲着身体熟睡的样子,依然是那么地可爱,肥嘟嘟。。。

可是,令我惊吓的是:当你在熟睡着的同时,你的身边竟然徘徊着好多好多只的蚂蚁。。。

“怎么会这样?!”赶紧将你从笼子里掏出来,把你身上的蚂蚁都去走。。。

当我的食指在你身体的毛发拨来拨去的时候,就发现到与你的脊椎同行的皮肤毛发已经掉落了,而且那里有一处伤口,我想:那些蚂蚁应该就是为了这些伤口而来的吧。。。

心里无法平伏下来。。。本身觉得一大堆蚂蚁正在侵袭一样东西已经很恶心了,更别说是在侵袭一只活生生的生物身上的伤口。

而你也只能在这样的情况下居住,因为笼子的大小已经控制了你能行动的范围。。。

也因为都没人注意你、关心你,造成你几时创出这些伤都没有人晓得。。。

当晚,带你去到兽医诊疗所却已经关了。。。带不到你去看诊。。。

心想:才八点多,怎么那么早关啊???

只能将你放在我的房间里,让你在红色的圆球内安眠,因为你的笼子已经被蚂蚁侵占了。为了不格杀勿论,先让它们在笼子里逗留,期待它们自行离开,否则到第二天就拿去曝晒。。。

一整晚,不断地有蚂蚁时不时来到你的身边。一看见如此,有时我来得及弹走它们;有时后它们却已经爬到你身上了(我想你伤口的味道实在是太重了)。。。

第二天晚上,我有上课,带不到你去。想着我可以暂时先隔离你出来,只要蚂蚁不侵袭你,你的伤口也可以暂时慢慢复原。

那天晚上,你还是和我一起睡。。。

第三天晚上,我再次去了同一间诊所。。这一次八点钟,又关门了。。。

心想:到底几点关的哦?那些晚上想带宠物看医生的怎么办呢?又没显示营业时间哦。。。

那天晚上,你依然和我一起睡。。。

第四天晚上,通过朋友介绍去了另一间。这一次,也是关了。。。

但我看到营业时间是到7点钟。。。嗯。。原来如此。。。

第五天,我终于能够如时间下班回家。一回到家,二话不说便带你去那间诊疗所了。当时你的状态还蛮好的,所以我并没有什么担心你。。。

医生说是细菌感染,有可能是你自己觉得痒所以弄伤了自己,或许是那些蚂蚁。。。结果伤口就发炎了。医生也说不用让你吃药,只要外敷杀菌药及药膏就行了。。。当场就为我示范如何搽伤口。据说几天后,那一层伤口就会硬化掉落的。。。

我听了好高兴,因为听起来并没什么大件事。。。

上完课后回到家里,将你从红球里拿出来时,我不明白为什么你的身子好弱好弱。。。你整个身体就趴在我的手掌心中,毫无力气地行动,不像往常至少会想要走来走去。。。给你东西吃也不要,喝水也不要。。。感觉上你是没力气吃喝了。。

很奇怪,明明才看医生回来罢了,也才刚敷药,心想可能暂时性的疼痛让你没力气了。。

可是总觉得太不寻常了。。。

握着你的身体,那种很熟悉的感觉顿时回来了。。。心里似乎已经做了一些打算。。。感觉上已经准备下一阵子的事了。。。

还是一样,让你睡在我的床边。。。

临睡前,动一动你,你还是没力气给反应,只是稍微动了一下身体。。。

一小时半前,我突然起身了。。。

我还没睁开眼睛,可是脑袋已经甦醒了。。。

我竟然让自己停顿十几秒的时间做好心理准备。。。

我一睁开双眼,把头转过去。。。

看见你的肢势已经不同了,感觉上已经垮了。。。

看见有一些蚂蚁在你身边围绕。。。

轻轻地用食指笃你,你的身体还是软的,可是这次完全没反应了。。。

我把你的身体一转,不理会那些蚂蚁。。。

只是用食指和中指慢慢靠近你的身体,我感觉不到你微微的心跳了。。。

嗯。。。

我知道你离开了。。。


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谢谢你,陪伴我的这些日子。。。

对不起,我没陪伴你的这些日子。。。

愿你    趋正善道。

2012年4月28日

Thursday, March 15, 2012

南传出家记(四)

话说我们大家的法名都出炉了,我的法名叫做什么呢?

蹬蹬蹬蹬~

就是【Jotiko】了!意思就是:兴盛者。师父是根据我们的生日日期是哪一天,然后翻查类似“族谱”的一本书,为我们取法名的。师兄们的法名各不同,有人叫:善心者/长寿者/护法者/多闻者等等。。。但要注意哦,我的【Jotiko】在泰文是念成【Choutiko】的。根据师父的诠释,兴盛就是佛法兴盛的意思。我是使佛法兴盛的使者吗?哈哈!太看得起我了,我自认没那个本事。我有能力先修好自己就很好了。。。

出家的第二天,一早醒来颂早课后,我们就开始准备穿好全披式袈裟、持钵,然后就排好队准备出去托钵了。戒子们跟着自己的组别,分别由不同的比丘带领。首先我们先有秩序地从大殿赤脚行走到寺外,穿过住宅区,至到一个地点是居士们的车停泊在那里等待着我们的。

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每一天都发心载送我们去托钵的居士净人们。

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从天黑一步一步走到黎明初醒,感受到第一片阳光照耀在袈裟上,

仿佛一天的能量在内心被唤醒了~

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Life is short…

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the night and the empty skies my love
To the night and the empty skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth turn in my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command my love
That was there at my command

The first time ever I lay with you
And felt your heart beat close to mine
I thought our joy would fill the earth
And would last 'till the end of time my love
And would last 'till the end of time

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the night and the empty skies my love
To the night and the empty skies

 

Life is short

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Hope to give this to you…

as I think you’re special for me…

Sunday, February 26, 2012

A moment of life

There comes a moment when our life change forever,
the moment we admit our weaknesses,
the moment we rise to a challenge,
the moment we accept to sacrifice,
we let a love one go,
and sometime the change in our lives aren't the answer to our prayers.

(Quoted from DH Season 07)

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